Thursday, 29 October 2015

Tuesday, 27 October 2015

Diary 101:Approach

22:08:00
Take this as Science Stream Pt. II.Following my teacher's advice,I finally told my mother by asking her how to perform Solat Istikharah.It's a prayer when you are unsure of something,whether it is good or bad for you,with God's will He will show you the answer usually by a dream or opening the Quran...

Diary 101:Science Stream

02:43:00
Hi guys!Enough with sad poems so let's have a chill talk.Last Monday,my Malay teacher had this session of an introduction to Form 4 and it was VERY SCARY.TRULY SCARY.We had to do 2 ESSAYS in a couple of hours and a quarter.(Do they think that this is a marathon or something?I'm out nah uh no I'm gonna...

Monday, 26 October 2015

Care

07:03:00
I failed myself-for being too nice. I remember and became too excited when someone's birthday is coming up- I cut my cake alone. I struggled to make ends meet to make people smile from their miseries- When it was my turn they were reluctant. I won't let them cry themselves to sleep even in a slip...

Sunday, 25 October 2015

Cartoons

18:37:00
Clifford nurtured itself with patience until he became enormous from a tiny puppy, I waited too but instead, my heart shrunk. At least Dora had a monkey with rainboots to accompany her around places on the map, nobody heard my cries when I was lost along the trail. Big Bird was around to comfort everybody's worries, I...

True Love

02:46:00
Our nerves detect each other's presence instantly My eyes lights up as they burn brightly upon looking at your shining iris My cheeks are smothered with the comfort of your cushion lips,and that's how it goes whenever we're going to be apart Our fingers tangle and linger in the car, whatever song...

Saturday, 24 October 2015

Home

07:32:00
It's irony when I think about it I only have 3 friends in the neighbourhood-truthfully there's more but I never considered bypassers as acquaitances The teacher that I most fond of thought that I am an attention seeker when I trust him with the key to my darkest secrets The people there are very sceptical-they still...

Thursday, 22 October 2015

Don't Tell Her

20:59:00
Don't tell her You  like to sit outside the cafe' Opposite the window with an umbrella above your head Force her to sit beside you although she likes to read the lines of your forehead when you try to light  up the sparks of the conversation directly without shooting  your bold...

Coffee

16:32:00
I brewed your despicable remarks Added a teaspoon of your comforting comments that was scooped from the shallow of the thesaurus of touching song lyrics Stirred the combination until the aromatic smell of doubt and regret passed the hollow pathway of my humid nose I sipped it warm-heartedly anyway Who...

Sayang

07:09:00
Sayang,The whole world will blame you for the good deeds that you have done.Calling your naivity and misunderstanding as stupidity.Consoling you that you are a bimbo,even a bitch.Telling you to back off from the spotlight and clean the backstage.Your heart aches,it explodes within your chest but the...

Cigarette II

07:08:00
I don’t care anymoreInhale those drugs like you breathe for the last timeGet addicted like how you craved for my lipsMortgage the cash that was meant for my ring Go awayPuff out your promises that form into clouds of my dreamsStomp on my hopes with your sneakersThrow my trust on your beliefsSimply...

Cigarette

07:07:00
As you inhale grammes of nicotines and tars,The acid flows into your veinsCorrodes my lungsDestroys my sanity  You puff out smokes of my regretsMy frustations and sorrowful fearsYou throw away my pillar of hope and crush your own promises with your sneakers covering your feet Your friends have...

Hospital

07:04:00
This cushion seat comforts meHolding me back as time driftsCounting the lines on your foreheadNumber of beards that you shave as they appear,Apparently you want to look younger. Cleaners mopping the floor at the eleventh hourJust like you,sleeping early is not a daily routineEven at 12 you are still...

Story

05:55:00
Compiments and gratitude In my acknowledgements I shower you- Even when you bath me with shame. Death never brought them apart- But it only takes sweetooth mouths to pull you away. It ended with a magical happy ever after- While ours are only a tragic failu...

Tuesday, 20 October 2015

The Denial

17:22:00
I have never loved you You are the ticket to the funfair where everyone wants to ride the merry-go- round Nausead with the brief ride,but at least my nerves were numbed Our figures never match I found my alternatives Your broad shoulder to pour down my well of tears The chest of yours where I can bury...

Remember

05:59:00
I used to listen to my mother Talking about my cousin who lives under the same roof Chatted regarding her uni mates who were in the same course Being keen to her stories made me wonder Is there ever anyone in this whole wide world Mentioned my name while walking with the other pedestrians at...

Thursday, 15 October 2015

Book

16:39:00
"Don't you want to read my book?I dedicated a chapter for you". I looked at your message,blankly.I did not feel excited nor happy that someone actually made  my attitude the turning point of the story or my humilliating moments as the climax.As much as I hate to admit that my fingers do linger...

Wind

06:16:00
A midst of wind You snatched my fright Swept the cracks off the mirrors reflecting my horrendous past A tangling tornado Swirled into your enchanting fingers Tapped to the mystical melody-the rhythm that accelerates my heartbeat Slams of hurricane Ran in circles-the grip of your hand went loose Fell...

Post PT3

06:13:00
I've lost my voice because of screaming too loud after the last paper ends.YAY GOODBYE PT3 AND welcome upper form where physics,chem,bio and addmaths will steal my nights. 😪 After PT3 ended I felt that I am grown up now.I have to start thinking  about my future.Well,mama said I should wait until...

Friday, 9 October 2015

PT3?

23:06:00
Hi erryone!Sorry for the reeeeal long silence.I know that some of you check this blog regularly for some updates and walk out with dissapointment.I am studying and striving for the most crucial matter in life,which is...look at the title.Sigh. As the tradition goes,I would like to apologise to everyone...
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