The Things That I Learnt From My Suicide Attempt
Bravest Everything
22:24:00
These are my lessons,I hope that everyone can learn from it too ❤️
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Thursday, 22 December 2016
Sunday, 18 December 2016
People Around Me
New
Fighter
Bravest Everything
06:32:00
You may be indulging into your K-Dramas for entertainment in a personal ward that you have all to yourself,but deep down we're both constantly looking at the time counting how many hours left to the scariest war in record that you will face as a soldier,alone.My life is always full of 'I wish'es but...
Sunday, 11 December 2016
Life Update
New
Writer Goes Worldwide
Bravest Everything
08:26:00
A few weeks ago, I got a notification on my Twitter account stating that someone followed me.It wasn't someone,but something.It's an official account of a magazine called The Affinity Magazine.A little stalking has been done and they even have a tick beside their names to ensure that they're the only...
Thursday, 8 December 2016
Poetry
New
Poems
Bravest Everything
08:20:00
you hate poems.
maybe that's why i write a lot.
i don't want you to read a
dozen stanzas that means
'i miss you' .
-nevertheless you still
support me
and reading you say
'i'm proud of you' from
a smartphone makes me
a smiling emoji
(before you said the exact same
phrase to someone else)
now here's an...
Tuesday, 6 December 2016
Poetry
New
Wishes
Bravest Everything
04:38:00
"Just say what you want"
is easier to be kept.
it's always
"I wish
I wish
and
I wish"
and so i sleep
-with my wishes come
true only in my drea...
Tuesday, 29 November 2016
People Around Me
New
Scars
Bravest Everything
21:59:00
I don't think that this will be an inspirational post because I am not someone you can look up to as an idol.I did a lot of mistakes throughout my life,or actually too much for me to remember,but mistakes are the best teachers in life.You will never be precatious after you went wrong.Take this analogy,you...
Poetry
New
Holidays
Bravest Everything
07:06:00
i have to stop marking the calendar
when you're being nice
your cheesiness is the end of my smile.
i hear the school bell rings
when you turn your back
and left 'goodbye' to end
our conversation,
because the worse thing
that always happens is
you leave me hanging,
and i prefer my body upside
down that...
Monday, 21 November 2016
New
Unchanged Change
Bravest Everything
05:34:00
'Look,dear.
We change,
but we never show that
we changed.
We tend to make it
private,
we tell them that everything is okay,
like em' good ol' days,
but face it,
it's not.'...
Friday, 18 November 2016
People Around Me
New
Quotes From My Sisters
Bravest Everything
04:40:00
Zyva and I had been through a two-day leadership camp organised and facilitated by our dear 'younger' sisters from MGC/TKCOGA and I managed to get some quotes in my mind that hit me a lot from very inspiring kakaks.This entry will be updated in case there's more quotes in my notebook that I left in...
Tuesday, 15 November 2016
Poetry
New
Too Young
Bravest Everything
20:21:00
I don't live long enough to tell you
which investment plan is the best to save up for
your luxury two-room apartment that is two blocks
away from the noisy elite nightclubs in Kuala Lumpur
but listen to me girl,
you're not a woman yet if you still wear those
miniskirts to impress an athlete when you...
Sunday, 13 November 2016
Poetry
New
Illness
Bravest Everything
05:36:00
i ate chocolate wafers and pints of caramel ice-cream
i was sugar deprived
my brain froze
had a hangover the next morning
like bottles of alcohol
i realised that dairy couldn't fix this heartbreak
when it started aching again after lunch.
it is no longer about boys.
i learnt my lesson quick although...
Wednesday, 9 November 2016
Poetry
New
Patient
Bravest Everything
05:10:00
i was unconscious and numb.
i couldn't twich when the nurses
poked needles through my veins
to flow a river of hope
somehow they found out in science
that the waves crashing the walls
of my heart will keep it beating
but your fingers that read my
stitched palms like Braille
and brought them close
to...
Sunday, 6 November 2016
Poetry
New
Better Man
Bravest Everything
04:23:00
it's funny that
there are tracks that
still reminds me of you,
like this new Little Big Town
record that I'm listening to.
i solemnly swear that i'm not
Pinocchio
and i don't deny that
when i turn the shower tap
around,
i can feel the tip of your fingers
skipping on my skin like hitting
staccatos on...
Friday, 4 November 2016
Life Update
New
Beauty Obsessions
Bravest Everything
06:54:00
So exam has ended and my results should just be in the trash because it is bad compared to every child that Mom knows.I am not really sad because I have improved on a few subjects such as Physics and passed Addmaths!Woohoo!Now I'm listening to Kamikaze by MØ while ranting to all of you.What...
Tuesday, 1 November 2016
People Around Me
New
Fats and Food
Bravest Everything
05:53:00
Yesterday, I received a text message from a friend.
"You look fatter".
I was...
Saturday, 22 October 2016
Poetry
New
Mess
Bravest Everything
21:14:00
i am a tangled mess
that curls up
when comfort tries to rebond
with a streak of iron
-even when i'm sleeping
my dreams are all about
falling from a height of
monologues that are
meant to be said out loud
and waking up with
a complete anatomy
but acknowledges the fractured
bones caging promises
that...
Wednesday, 19 October 2016
Notions
New
Back Home
Bravest Everything
07:44:00
Exam has ended and took all my beauty sleeps with it,so I just have the mood of writing something heavy.
I am more than grateful to be brought up in a family that has awareness towards the importance of religion and...
Tuesday, 18 October 2016
Poetry
New
Woman
Bravest Everything
05:58:00
a rocking hammock that
wants to be a safety net.
that is a woman.
she wants two hands
in her hair
pulling her close to
the taste of heaven
and the same two hands
that assists her to twirl
in the rain
and the same two hands
that gives her a bouquet
of flowers and any diamond
accesory on every date...
Thursday, 13 October 2016
Poetry
New
Dialogue
Bravest Everything
16:24:00
he said that he didn't know
what he was thinking.
i said it is normal to be
insane and making
desicions when we
are drunk out of
bottles of forever.
he said he didn't expect it
to be this way.
i laughed on how he is so
naiive to believe in
false alarms and loud
sirens that love brings.
this...
Sunday, 9 October 2016
Poetry
New
Privacy
Bravest Everything
20:32:00
'don't make your writings
private.
move on,dear.
try writing things that
people can relate to'.
I have tried
but it made butterflies
took my fingers off
the pad
and ended up
not writing
anything at all.
my wrecked pieces
can never be completed
before the heart...
Poetry
New
Somewhere In Between
Bravest Everything
06:56:00
The nightly breeze can't soothe me to sleep tonight.
I want to drift stroking the clouds
and dance with the moon
but I am not an athlete
and my steps wobble.
and so I sleep anyway,
with a racing heartbeat
craving for more excitement
for tomorrow's sunrise,
but tomorrow is yesterday,
and yesterday...
Friday, 7 October 2016
New
One Good One
Bravest Everything
07:49:00
'I've got a hundred million reasons to walk away,
but baby I just need one good one to stay'
-Lady Gaga...
Tuesday, 4 October 2016
Life Update
New
Septomber Updates
Bravest Everything
05:18:00
It's 8.03 p.m. and I should be studying Addmaths but everything can wait for a little visit.How was everybody?I have exams as usual and I recently deleted both my Twitter and Instagram app from my iPad for some reason so do reach me by e-mail if you need to seek assistance from...
Monday, 5 September 2016
New
Bravest Everything
01:14:00
Nothing's easy for me lately,but I got to sneak some time to go to the library and talk to you while listening to Ariana Grande.The duet with Nicki Minaj was slayyyyyyyyyy _______ (insert inappropiate exclaimations here on your own.Mom's reading).
...
Thursday, 25 August 2016
Poetry
New
Shifty Shifts
Bravest Everything
06:49:00
Who's done with the exams?MEEEEEEEE!!! *jumps in the air with rainbows*
No more 2am sleeps for me yas.
Anyways,I got an announcement to make.I'm going to reactivate my Tumblr specifically...
Monday, 15 August 2016
Thursday, 11 August 2016
Notions
New
A Little Rant
Bravest Everything
07:56:00
I just came back from a school camp at BTN Kuarters KLIA that was just 15 mins away with a sore pair of shoulders and hips.I was grateful that I wasn't injured like a few of my friends( a lot actually) because of touch rugby.Well,I was more of an observer and always...
Friday, 5 August 2016
Poetry
New
Love is.
Bravest Everything
07:57:00
Joke on me,
because I love you so much
that I let myself drown in
the glass of mocktail
that you share with her
on a scorching Sunday
afternoon,
locking myself in the cubes
of ice and melt away with the
heat as the conversation
sparks like firecrackers
but it was bliss,
it's either...
Life Update
New
Road To Being The Girl That You Regret Not Dating With
Bravest Everything
07:55:00
New look,new blog,new me!Sorry for dropping the tags before the title before finally Anissu helped me to edit my blog!Yayerz!It's so Vivy-ish and it's okay because it's Anissu and it's Vivy.Love both of you!💓
I don't know if I had...
Thursday, 28 July 2016
The Story
New
Diary 101:The Story Goes To School
Bravest Everything
02:48:00
As a new volunteer journalist for Generasi Bersatu Malaysia,I did an honest POV regarding The Story Goes To School event at my own college yaw.It's up now on the blog site and the UPSR KSSR app,it should be beeping at all your devices now if you have it 😁
...
Thursday, 21 July 2016
Life Update
New
Diary 101 : Beauty and Hair Tips Please!
Bravest Everything
22:50:00
I have time to blog.I have time to blog.I have time to blog.I have time to blog.I have time to blog.
I urgently need everyone's help on my face and hair which is one of the main reasons I don't apply any make up on my face except for CC cream and compact powder,both only from Maybelline...
Tuesday, 12 July 2016
Notions
New
Diary 101:Never Be Alone
Bravest Everything
06:27:00
I am very sentimental by the songs that I listen to.Right now,I'm listening to Shawn Mendes's Never Be Alone because I feel very lonely and empty on the inside.I should be studying but I can't focus,well,that's usual for you people to stumble upon my miserable...
Tuesday, 5 July 2016
Life Update
New
Diary 101:Smanchy Raya
Bravest Everything
03:19:00
Heyyo guys!I don't have the right time and the finest equipments + lens to babble on Youtube although I miss myself making vids but here goes some of the things that I bought for an A-class Raya.It may not be luxurious enough but the...
Tuesday, 28 June 2016
Notions
New
Diary 101:Stay Longer
Bravest Everything
07:33:00
Sometimes,when I am alone,I will imagine what if my mum leaves me,which she will,in,I don't know,but I hope it won't be that fast because they are a lot of achievements and places that I wanna go with her.
...
Saturday, 18 June 2016
Notions
New
Diary 101:Ramadone Bits + Lyfe
Bravest Everything
06:13:00
Yes,I'm still alive,people.Alhamdulillah.
HAPPY CELEBRATING RAMADHAN MUBARAK GUYS YES GOT MURTABAK!
Ramadhan...
Monday, 23 May 2016
Notions
New
Diary 101:Finding Myself
Bravest Everything
01:45:00
"Who am I?"
That question is repeatingly popping out of my head and kept bothering me.I don't...
Thursday, 19 May 2016
Notions
New
Diary 101:Things that I Still Can't Do Although I am now 16
Bravest Everything
06:52:00
Sweet Sixteen to me everybody!💥💥💥💥💥
(No party was organized,Physics ruined my day,no cake,no presents.....oh!except for my fav spicy chicken from Najwa.Thanks Wa! 💓)
Instead of doing a wishlist on what I want to achieve,my dream goals yadayadayada because I know I will never ever achieve all...
Monday, 18 April 2016
Notions
New
Diary 101:Manja
Bravest Everything
22:16:00
I am really manja.
Nothing popped out on my mind to translate this familiar Malay word because rephrasing it ' spoiled' would be too harsh because we are independant but have too much affection.
Being the only child in the family,I am reaaaaaaly overly attached to my parents especially my mum.Both...
Monday, 11 April 2016
Life Update
New
Diary 101: A-what is it again April?
Bravest Everything
22:18:00
OMG I miss you I miss you I miss you! *kisses screen tons of times* Finally an ample time to blog!
I'm sorry for keep betraying all of you mischiveous readers,peeking in this virtual diary of mine,and got upset for no updates.I have been around the clock lately,no not really,I have a lot of photos to...
