Sunday, 31 December 2017

A Farewell Letter

09:37:00
Wa, I don't know what to say actually. I can give a whole paragraph to Elle and Belle but with you, it's different. I like our attitude that can just come up and say straight up everything and blurt everything out on a bench. I know we don't spend much time anymore at the end of the year but trust...
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A Farewell Letter

09:17:00
1, I will keep this short and sweet since you are used to receiving long paragraphs from me, and probably you're expecting this letter from someone else. Don't close the tab yet, I have a few words to convey. I will always remember you. After a successful meeting, during brainstorming sessions, scrolling...
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A Farewell Letter

08:38:00
Lyssa, How can I thank you? You stood through everything. From H to F to other blind boys that we stumble upon along the way, the hardship of studying, you're always there for me. Even when we're in different classes and you live in the prefects' room, we'll eventually find time for each other after...
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A Farewell Letter

08:20:00
Chens, Thank you for replying my WhatsApp A.S.A.P. Geddit? Scrap that. Two years without your presence at school does hit me hard at times. Sometimes I see your cheeky face running around the corridor with me, or hanging out with me in class, or knocking the door to check up on me at my dorm, or I...
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A Farewell Letter

07:55:00
Belle, First of all, this is not a throwback post. I don't think your amazing personality needs a specific explanation. My life has changed ever since you moved in. I feel taken care of. You will always make sure that I change my towels, clean my bag, eat well (although I don't need anyone to tell...
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A Farewell Letter

07:39:00
E, Admit it, you are actually a dull person. I am the only one who laughs at your jokes 80% of the time. However, it will be a dull day for me if you are giving me a silent treatment or you are simply sad. You lift my mood up. I mention you a lot on my blog like I only have one friend. True, you talk...
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Wednesday, 20 December 2017

Di Ambang Presentation

01:33:00
I am currently in Markas Blink, Bukit Jalil, waiting for my SRC (Sesi Reka Cerita) session. There are familiar faces that I know like Aman Wan, Azanil Fitri, and of course, the Malaysian Sophie Kinsella, Ain Maisarah. I have been here since noon but I have been around the condominium and discovered...
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Friday, 15 December 2017

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08:30:00
" What are you waiting for, Leen? Tell me", Elle sat up from her lying down position on my bed. " I am waiting for him to heal. I want to help him out during the process" "Then what's next, Leen?" I kept quiet. Elle sighed. "Leen, you are waiting for him to heal in hopes that when he does, he will...
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Healing Process

06:56:00
I think everyone can judge from my tweets that some things happened to me for the past few weeks. I lost my newfound blessing and believe me, I went nuts. This is me, I don't know how to accept a loss. I don't know how to accept when someone leaves, be it for any reason. I don't know how to face life...
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Tuesday, 28 November 2017

Over 210

08:36:00
"What day is it now, you?" I never counted the days. In fact, whenever he askes, I would just stick out my fingers and count how many months has it been and multiply it by 30 days, believing that the figure might be somewhere there. The last time I checked was like, I don't know, three months...
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Friday, 10 November 2017

Kosong

02:33:00
"Leen, do you want to know my biggest fear of leaving this place?" , Ell said while we were pointlessly hanging around the balcony, with the wind gently blowing our faces. I swear it looked like a Hindustan movie where Shah Rukh Khan was having a deep talk with his best friend, Hitrik Roshan. "What...
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Tuesday, 7 November 2017

Salam Batch

23:41:00
Before SPM, we had a salam batch where everyone will seek forgiveness from each other. I salam-ed everyone until I reached Addie. She hugged me tight and whispered to me,                   " Maleen, I wish you a successful love life and soar your dreams...
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Tuesday, 17 October 2017

Difficult

11:15:00
It has been a difficult phase for me. As selfish as it sounds, please, let me talk about me without thinking about anybody else. I had many things toppling on my head and the only thing that I wanted to do was to run at the nearest public phone and dial his number, or anyone's number, and at least,...
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Saturday, 7 October 2017

My Love

18:44:00
my love, is a tug of war. he pulls me for a tango on the crystallized dancefloor and pushes me out of the balcony when i thought he was leaning for a kiss under the shimmering moonlight -of course he held my arm from falling, it needs two to tango after all. but he never managed to stop me from falling...
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Sunday, 3 September 2017

Time

09:43:00
                           " Who am I to you?", he asked because I let him ask me a question before I sleep.                      " Can I ask you back?", I answered reluctantly....
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Tuesday, 29 August 2017

Questions

10:44:00
I know this is weird because I never directly dedicate any of my notions to you, but- Remember when I always tell you that I want to ask you questions but I would always take it back and said that I will tell you when it's the right time? You will always keep calm and say 'okay', but I am not. This...
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09:22:00
I am tired of being sad. I am tired of hoping uncertain wishes. I am tired of being jealous of the things that I shouldn't be. I am tired of overthinking. I am tired of breaking down to relatable songs and cry. I am tired of being dissed. I am tired with the thought of wanting to be someone's priority...
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Tuesday, 22 August 2017

Summary

02:32:00
" Why haven't you update your blog?", he asked during last Saturday's phone call, it was a very long one, more than an hour, and it was a real call. I don't know how much he was charged for that. I give his effort an A+, calling back after numerous times the line was disrupted. "Really? I thought I...
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Saturday, 19 August 2017

Nights Like This

02:42:00
Nights like this; I wish I can lean against a red Cooper that resides at the edge of a hill with souls that are not afraid to jump, joining the twinkling dots on the dark sky with flickering city lights making a picture perfect backdrop without a VSCO edit but I am not sure whether it is...
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Thursday, 10 August 2017

Near to 60

02:48:00
There is a problem with us. There are too much repetition of ‘if’ in our sentences as we tap and type it on our phone screens we will only earn a high ‘C’ if this is an English essay, but the moments with you surpassed A plus. I’ll pass with flying colours. I think you learned quite much...
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Tuesday, 1 August 2017

01:24:00
" What do you do when you fall down?", Encik Ahmad questioned during his turn to speak during the weekly assembly. Everyone replied, "To get back up!" energetically although the only sound I heard was houseflies buzzing around a smelly trashcan.                ...
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Saturday, 22 July 2017

07:58:00
" I don't want to be near to someone foreign. I want to be so close to you even when it means to be far apart, doing different things at different times. I don't know where this distance will bring us this time, or make us feel, I don't know, I am not sure. I don't know that it will collide us towards...
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Wednesday, 19 July 2017

Jog

03:31:00
Everything has been quite a storm that barged into my life lately, and I feel very out of place. It's true that Rome wasn't built in a day but these chaos wiped all my fences gone. God, why is Ed Sheeran playing while I'm writing this? Honestly, I feel very numb. I can't differentiate between being...
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Monday, 17 July 2017

Fingernails

00:22:00
Ma and I were chilling in the car that was parked near the basketball court after lunch. Time check, 2.45 p.m. Ma didn't have the radio on, she wanted to listen to Ungu's Tercipta Untukku that she downloaded on her tab. Maybe, well, maybe, she had found the one after all.        ...
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Sunday, 16 July 2017

The Embarassment

01:00:00
      " Leen, you should only call him for maximum, 2 times. If he didn't answer then just let it be", Ell said sternly after I came back from the payphone. She dozed off last night so she didn't know what only God knows how many times I did nothing but dialling his phone number again...
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Friday, 14 July 2017

#2

21:33:00
He's finally home for the weekend, and how i missed him so! *virtualhugs* *buthalalgap* *sepwilldo* "James huh?", he asked with a quirky laugh. He approved of the name and he googled James Dean because he never heard of him. To him, James Dean was so-so. He was like that too, so-so to people but he...
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Thursday, 13 July 2017

Talking To The Moon

03:38:00
“ Leen, look at the moon!”  Wa exclaimed with excitement, as we mesmerize the glowing full moon that was very close to the surface of the Earth. I have always wanted to experience the night view at TASA, our sports arena, and dragging Wa along for the first try wasn’t a mistake. We sat at the...
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