i am asking myself over and over again while cringing under the shower downpour at 1 am "what did i do wrong?" replaying like a mixtape i feel like banging my own head to the checkered walls so that I don't have to remember any of these again. i am grasping for air while my own lies drown my face into...

strolling barefeet along the coast let the strong rays of sun shade my eyes whispered a prayer to the clouds hoping the sky will fix it fine the wind stormed out and messed my hair like my feelings messed my dreams my intentions go back and forth like the water non stop overthinking i am the raging...

 We were talking about distance. I told you about my perspective on distance which it has only two outcomes; either it will make us being further and drift apart from each other until it ends by itself or the feeling grows stronger that makes us realize that we do need each other so much in our...

It all started with a phone call that made me felt miserable the whole day. I was devastated. I was demotivated. I felt the world was turning its back to me. I have never felt so alone in my life. I had nobody to run to. If I could, I would like to leave. I couldn't describe in detail on what had happened...

Finally, I can sneak into the library and check on email updates, also brainstorming for this week's article for Affinity. I am just randomly scrolling at my social accounts.                          "If you miss me, update your blog." Hence,...

you made silent nights more memorable with your loud mind  and taught me how to see the floating clouds in different shapes in broad daylight. pardon me if this isn't two-way but good night wishes seems to be a routine even if my eyes pull the blanket early but waking up to one makes...

moon; how could someone will ever be furious of you when the idea of you brings serenity to my soul....