Sunday, 23 December 2018

Last Glance

08:29:00
I remembered when I walked into Starbucks with Tassia from the toilet. I saw you looking at me for a good moment while I greet the others at the table, avoiding eye contact. It has been the first time that you looked at me that long since we separated. I don't know why you kept on looking at me, is...
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Thursday, 6 December 2018

Carstruck

03:29:00
I wanted to park at Narnia as usual to go to the library and study. I spotted a space that is sufficient enough for Polly to fit in, and it was near too. I entered the space, but the gap between the cement and the space that I wanted to cramp Polly in was quite deep, but I thought that it was normal...
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Saturday, 24 November 2018

0026hrs, 25/11/18

08:24:00
There has been an empty void in my heart, and it means no good. I hate it when I feel empty. If I am sad, even for days, I am more comfortable knowing that I am living, breathing, and are able to feel emotions, but this? I am not sad nor happy, it is...empty and I don't know what to fill it with. It...
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Monday, 19 November 2018

Tinggal

08:23:00
I waved back at my dad from the door as he reserved his car and leave my household. I thought that he would take me out for dinner, but he hastily started his engine and asked me to open the gate. As his car went out of sight, I pulled the door with one hand and locked it with a heavy feeling. "Haih,...
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Tuesday, 13 November 2018

Phone Stand

07:06:00
It was 5.45pm, and the traffic is slowly moving, slower than a tortoise. Well, the tortoise did won the running competition with the hare after all, and I was sure that I would finally make a turn before the Sunway toll, just not sure when. Most of the songs on shuffle were R&B and EDM, but it couldn't...
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Monday, 12 November 2018

After You

22:29:00
I have fought.  I have won some  and lost some.  but  you were my biggest regret I was defeated. I touched and  I had scars My walls break  as you wrap me in  your arms you were my safe haven. Haven weren't supposed to hurt, hence, I didn't want...
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Sunday, 28 October 2018

Kenyalang, Am I In Love?

07:23:00
I have never expected this to happen to me after all the throw ups that I get after being lovesick. Ceh. Disclaimer : For maximum emotional effect, read this post while listening to Perahu Kertas by Maudy Ayunda.  I purposely left the draft that I made two days before my life changed 360 degrees...
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Wednesday, 3 October 2018

Me and The Memories

21:16:00
I personally think that everyone does not get my feelings, or I am the one who is communication disabled because I cannot say it properly eye-to-eye. I am so bad at expressing my emotions physically, hence this blog. The readers here are definitely humans (unless some of you train your cats how to read),...
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Saturday, 22 September 2018

A Night In Johor Bahru

09:06:00
I opened the curtain as wide as I could. The skyscrapers in Johor are like mushrooms- one tower after another, but it has never managed to block the view of the port from my room at the 23rd floor. Oh, no wonder I can see the whole city from here. Getting into the lift to go up seems like a trip to...
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Monday, 17 September 2018

Take Care, You.

08:49:00
I wonder if you still stop by here from time to time, but I would love to dedicate a song for you while it is still on my mind. It is Take Care, You, by Dalia Farhana. A song that sings an unspoken letter from me to you. You know, sometimes I would imagine that I am talking to you in a coffee shop,...
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Saturday, 8 September 2018

“sebab I sayang u”

18:27:00
I received a text from you out of the blue.  “You, jaga diri tau” I stared at it blankly. “Kalau dia tak jaga u betul-betul, siaplah dia” I chuckled. I laughed because I never had anyone else after him, a steady one. I replied, “Hahaha kenapa niiii” “sebab I sayang u” I woke up and checked...
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Sunday, 2 September 2018

Dreams

02:59:00
Dreams, Dreams Oh, when we are just starting things Dreams, dreams Of me and you I can't remember of the title but I am sure that Lily Allen sang this, and I'm praying that the lyrics are right because the verse struck my head while I am writing this. Dreams are subjective. Some of us regard us as...
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Saturday, 18 August 2018

Heartbreak-A New Version

08:11:00
My guts are right. It's always right. Dissapointment after dissapointment has shattered my self-esteem and heighten my doubts. The question, "where did I go wrong?" has been orbiting and muddling up my mind, finding relevant answers on the failures of my relationships with people. My friends always...
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Wednesday, 15 August 2018

Opening Up

07:46:00
I really wanted to talk about this on camera but I don't know when is the right time, and how to exactly do it. Everyone knows that I can be brutally honest with myself, raw and uncovered at this blank page more than on Instagram Stories. I may appeal as someone who is brave, confident, and happy-go-lucky...
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Thursday, 26 July 2018

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Tuesday, 24 July 2018

Hustle

22:22:00
I have always panicked about my life about everything; why on earth don't I have a boyfriend yet when everybody else in my circle has one, why am I not working yet when everybody else's making money while studying, why haven't I publish my first book yet, why this, why that. I have always thought that...
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Price

20:33:00
what is the price of loving me, i want to know.  is it too expensive to have in one go does the monthly installments succumb the portion of your salary (or your parents’ money) or is it because i don’t fit in your dashboard, or any dusted shelves at your home are you confused whether...
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Monday, 16 July 2018

Dreams, Dreams

20:36:00
Oh, I haven't been talking to all of you for quite some time now since I'm always talking to one particular person and ignoring everyone else. I'm sorry for neglecting 14 up to 60 people of you who stopped by to read my shenanigans and rants, or simply just want to kepoci around like I always do with...
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Saturday, 14 July 2018

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Thursday, 5 July 2018

Peek-A-Boo

09:19:00
I was skipping my Spotify playlist and it came across Lauv's 'Never Not'. I decided to drop by while I still think about you, in case if you are still here, reading my feed. It must be nice, having someone to write about you and compiling all the thoughts of that person towards you for you to read...
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A Newborn Baby

09:00:00
                               "Dear, I'm having a meeting on Monday. Come and join us" I literally left the text on read and threw it to the back of my pillow. My week has been messed up and so did my brain. I didn't...
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Wednesday, 20 June 2018

The Ending

07:50:00
He has been contacting for awhile, trying to engage conversations. I didn't know what he wanted after six months, I had nothing left to offer. I was worn out and messed up. He kept throwing back and reminiscing about our past, and I didn't know what he was trying to say. I kept replying to his texts...
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Monday, 18 June 2018

Surat

07:27:00
Masih banyak perkara  yang kau tak mampu  rungkai tentangku, termasuklah rangkap-rangkap  puisi ibunda yang ku simpan  kemas dalam laci memori namun hari ini, kau telah membuatku menyelongkar kosa kata dan butiran madah untuk aku menyusun bicara ini sebelum kau benar-benar...
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