Sometimes, I want to call you because I know you do have the answers to my doubts, but I know that it is no longer my place to ask nor question. "Accept life as it is", they say. I don't know how to put this into words but I don't know what is the exact term to express that it is hard to be the stronger...

It has been three days since the most horrifying experience of my life. I have been experiencing pain in my left hip for three weeks. At first, I thought it was just a gastric attack but it was too painful. The doctors gave me the same feedback but then I wondered why it hurt so much in my left hip...

you never touch me  but i could feel your warm palms long holding my shoulder and your fingertips sketching a map  on my back  when i was in a deep sleep with a grip on the blank screen that you can’t easily fit your hands in  i wake up lost, running around and overthink probably...

I never thought that this turbulence would end this fast. I've been adapting to life transition like a storm and I'm still trying to cope with it. I've also been sick for the past month, I have not been eating prosperously as everyone knows how I should be because I will end up vomiting and sacrificing...

“in the end, we only regret the chances we didn’t take” wasn’t i on...

langkah yang kita kongsi di tempat yang kita jejaki tak pernah bersilang mati tapi tuhan membentang laut kebiruan memamerkan memoir kau dan aku bagaikan ombak pasang dan  surut  tangis tawa semua dirempuh bagai menghempas badai  kadang mendekat kaki kadang menjauh pergi  kadang...

change is combing your hair to the back or even worse getting a haircut at the barber’s  you’ll either be glad for choosing a better hairstyle mad when your sideburns aren’t at the same length clueless for you may not recognize yourself in the fresh look but you still uphold your heart...

i’m your medicine- you don’t want me but you can’t live without m...

I wish I was in love with a poet that holds my hand at every zebra crossing like he holds his fountain pen  so tight even after the traffic light turns red and the vehicles stop, although there isn’t any signs he won’t dare to lift his hand because he is afraid of smudging the paper- he wanted...