After You

I have fought. 

I have won some 

and lost some. 

but 

you

were my biggest regret

I was defeated.

I touched

and 

I had scars

My walls break 

as you wrap me in 

your arms

you were my safe haven.

Haven weren't supposed to hurt,

hence,

I didn't want to believe that

you are hell when you gave me 

the deepest scar.

I loved

and

I hated

and 

you

were,

and still are,

the one that I loved most

so tell me,

how am I supposed to hate

to forget?